i cried yesterday.
yup.
ok i know im making a
big bunch of ppl worried about me.
but i guess i needed that release.
i have been in a very bad mood
the ENTIRE week.
god knows how i stayed alive
when i most probably pissed
off a whole bunch of ppl with my
bad temper and intolerable behavior.
heh.
but i tink after crying things
became clearer la.
so its good i guess.
i realised i have been upset
over things that can be let go of.
things that affect my ability
to think rationally,
to perform at the things i need to.
I figured i just need the faith that
everything will turn out fine.
and just do what i am supposed to do.
i went to the temple today.
and picked up a magazine.
from there, i saw a quote
that made me think a lot.
it said 'one alone cannot
please the entire universe'.
it made a lot of sense suddenly.
like i realised everyone have
different expectations of everyone else.
so instead of following these numerous
and varying expectations,
i should just follow my heart.
and do what i deem as rite and impt.
and that is enough.
only when i am able to think and
be emotionally stable are others able to
respect and acknowledge me.
“The only real failure in life is not to
be true to the best one knows.”
